Interlude: Babbling...

Right now... I'm freaking bored... Which in turn, make me wanna write a few things on this blog.

Hooww kayy, the 1st one... About a few days ago, i happened to know a couple of girls who shared the same goal as I am, which is the quest of venturing into the field of astrophysics. Yeah, I was feeling exhilarated like hell at first... First time! :p Initially, we, as in including me, were going to study in Pusat Asasi Sains Universiti Malaya(PASUM) taking Foundation in Physical Science. I had already planned in my head, that i was gonna make something out with them. Discuss in terms that they would understand, and not me just talking to myself(experienced it, a lot~ =_=). Alas, Allah said nay for the plan to happen...................................

21st May, JPA and MARA finally revealed their results of who would get their valuable scholarships. For me, yeah i got it, thank God.. but not for those two girls. They will go to PASUM, nevertheless. But for me, back to square one. JPA sent me to Uniten, taking American Credit Transfer Programme for two years, and hopefully afterward, continue my bachelor degree in USA. Again, alone..... I guess my fate is always to be alone...adeh! I just hope that in Uniten, there'll be people who wants to study the same thing as me...

Nexxxtttttt, 2nd issue... kali ini berbahasa Malaysia pula. Harus sentiasa ingat kepada asal usul diri sendiri...hehe.. (rojak boleh tak?? bolehh kaannn?? :D)

Aku berasa agak kecewa dengan tingkah laku beberapa orang manusia. Bukan nak kata apa. Tapi alangkah baiknya jika mereka berfikir secara mendalam dan menggunakan skop yang lebih luas. Seperti yang telah dinyatakan di atas, keputusan JPA dan MARA sudah pon keluar. Ramai yang bernasib baik macam aku, dan tidak kurang ramai juga yang tertolak permohonan mereka. Ada yang menolak tawaran kerana ada tawaran lain. Itu tidak menjadi suatu masalah. Malangnya, ada juga yang menolak kerana mereka merasakan 'tidak yakin' untuk meneruskan pelajaran mereka di tempat mereka ditawarkan dengan alasan "aku tak cukup bagus la"...atau... "aku takut tak dapat catch up nnt." Sungguh bullshit alasan mereka. Aku cakap macam ni kerana ramai sgt kawan2 aku yang bukan bumiputera yg tidak begitu bernasib baik seperti mereka ni.. Yang straight A's pon terpaksa merayu utk pergi ke matrikulasi. Tidak kah mereka sedar!?? Macam mana lah Melayu nak naik. Kalau asyik takut utk mengambil risiko.. Kita harus pandai menilai risiko. Mana yg baik, dan mana yg buruk. Baik tak payah apply awal2. Kalau peluang tajaan itu diberikan kepada mereka yg lebih pandai menghargai, lagi bagus. Maaf kalau sesiapa terasa. Ini hanya luahan hati sahaja..

Habiss sudahhh...

FIN